Before science exists, it is possible for the Moon to be made of white cheese

I never consider myself a nerd, or a geek
simply because i never enjoy studying in whatever form
but sometimes i just found myself drowning in some weird topic for quite a long time
like this afternoon, i read all the articles i could found in Google about "Ida" fossil, the famous missing link that connect human with any other mammals in evolution chain (All hail Darwin), on the internet for about 30 minutes in the middle of my study for tomorrow exam
i found it interesting and amusing and it really distract me from studying
i guess i'm gonna browsing about it more tonight
(It's huge,guys! Google even make its logo looks like the fossil at May 20th and People Magazine considers it to be on its cover, making it the first non alive creature to be on the cover!
It will be on the school text books for the next 100 years!
I'm over excited,i think i need help,no ?!)

or when people said "It's possible,you can do it"
my inner brain automatically thing how ironic that is because most people don't know that Possibility is 3 times nearer to the Impossible rather than to Certainty, based on Degree of Belief in Expert System
see ? See?
i blabber about weird topic
i guess sometimes i'm a little nerd

Two more final exams and i'll be coming home at Saturday
Just a short holiday,only for 2 weeks, and most of the times i'll be doing short course in PHP languange for the preparation of my final year project
damn i'm old

"It's not falsified that I found God"

Hello blog,

it's been a while,and i just dropping by just to prove i am not a lazy ass person to write on my own blog.

Spectacular things happened in such a short time and nearly gave me a heart attack

1. Final exams
Tick tock tick tock
4 more days to the first day of exam
yet,nothing in my brain

2. Final Year Project
i'll be doing doing FYP at November and apparently i have to choose the title,the supervisor lecturer and other stuff from now,while i am still in disbelief daze that i already in final year of college

3.There is something happened this morning at my house that i chose not to talk about
I've got goose bump and unexplainable headache every time i remember it
I am just really really thanking God that all of us is fine

That's way too many stress in just one post and i think everyone agree i need a sleep,yes?
Pray with me so i can do the best in all the things i need to do
Amin :)

I'VE BEEN FEATURED!

This is the first day of May and it's Labor Day Holiday
when i woke up i got a nice surprise
i've been featured as Lomonesia Wall of the Month!
Lomonesia is official Lomography Society in Indonesia,by the way
yay :-)


for a full and better version,visit their website here

Poscards from far away

after i opened the pack of watercolor yesterday,surprisingly i can't get enough of them
i made two postcards for my friends,one named Tata,she's my junior high school best friend and currently live in Indonesia,and another one named Mutia,she's both my junior high school and high school friend currently live in South Korea
i made a portrait of them from their Facebook profile picture and the picture turn out -not surprisingly- sucked and did not look like them at all
sorry,i am baaaad for drawing real people
i'll post it on Tuesday,because tomorrow is my day off college

anybody want one too?

Mu,Ta,i hope you like it,and if you don't,please don't throw it away
just put it in the deepest corner of your drawer should be fine :)

oh,also i plan to make one for my baby sister for her birthday at April 23th

i am imagining God says this to me,"Ehm,girl,do you know what else you could make with your own hand and due at April 23th too? YOUR HUMAN COMPUTER INTERACTION ASSIGNMENT! so stop fooling around making painting and get your lazy-ass in front of your laptop and start making that report!"
although i know that God is gentle and kind so He won't said anything cruel like that,but yeah,He has a point
i am such a lazy-ass

Random Fact Number 8

Even if it means taking longer time to load

It's such a cool breeze joy that i'll be able to write again in my blog
these past weeks were such a mess and overwhelmed
i have two exams and one labtest in one week while i've been working on my very serious Software Engineering Project
i am creating a web page that is due next Friday
yeah,right

my laptop is (finally) being reformatted,after two and a half year living a healthy life
some random viruses happened and it ate my explorer
it was such a mess,i am very very grateful i have such talented friends who care to help me fixing my laptop
i really am a hopeless IT students
and now,i am using a brand new laptop (well at least,internally) and all my previous installed programs were now gone
it will take a while to download and install the one by one
*sigh
i don't know about anyone else,but i am getting annoyed by all the useless quiz in Facebook like "What kind of shoes are you?" or "How will you die?" because seriously, nobody cares whether you are a boot or a high heels or you'll die because of eating too many hotdogs,that quizzes really are trashing my News Feed
people desperately need to have something better to do
seriously

i am missing my mother,so i intentionally buy Jasmine body mist by The Body Shop because it is her perfume
now i smell like her :)

Seatmate

Another reason why i love to have a flight alone is the element of surprise of what kind of people who will be my seatmate
In a two hours flight,i will make new friends and their stories will be forever cherished in my brain
over these years where i've been in a flight alone i've :
met a businessman who gave me his card
had a serious career talk witha couple of business partner in IT
been given Hershey chocolate Kisses by a chocoholic woman
heard the story of wonderful Amsterdam from a grandmother who visit her child and grandchildren there every year
been given two pieces of cake by that grandmother
got a "You have a wonderful name"-compliment by a woman who peeped into my immigration form when i was filled in that form
chatted with a couple of husband and wife who want to have a baby so they do check up in KL
and many others that i remember blurry

Last night,i sat beside a monk
a real monk with a bald head and his caramel colored cloak
I was so mesmerized because the times i saw monk were only on television,Kungfu movie,magazines,and pictures
i would never thought i will see one,only 3 cm away from me
and he ordered a vegetarian food ! oh my god,he is totally a real monk
when the plane landed on the airport,i went to the ladies room first before hitting the immigration check
and he was there
no,he was a she
the monk was a woman
with bald head and caramel colored cloak

how life is full of surprises

Quickie Express

just a quick update since now i'm home

1.My brother got a chicken pox and he's now staying at the hospital and we,all his sisters,are not allowed to see him by our parents since we all haven't got any chicken pox before and we are not immune

2.My mother is already immune,so she stayed at the hospital with my brother all the time,which means i haven't seen her since i landed last night

3.And she brings my Jakarta's cell number,so here i am,lost without cell phone

4.My cat is dead. Our cat is dead,people.
I can't believe no one told me earlier,i'm in deep grieve

5.The new SLR camera apparently is Nikon D40,i'm still new to DSLR and definitely need a tutorial








here are just random things around my house

6.Also in hand are my very first love Colorsplash camera and my friend's SMENA camera,i kinda confused which one should i use

7.Election Campaign is already started in Jakarta,everywhere i look in the city,there always a picture of legislative candidate with corny slogan and awkward pose

8.I kinda miss my friends back there (hi guys,what are you doing this midterm break back there ? please make sure don't go to Genting Highland without me! )

9.Thanks to Davin,I am a fan of Julian Smith right now
He's a freelance filmmaker and funny as hell

Okay,that's pretty much all
and hey question of the day : How can I create bokeh in D40?
anyone who knows and come across this blog post,just please please give me comments
i'm in desperate
thanks :)
Have a nice spring break everybody