Tumbling Down

imagine,people,IMAGINE
imagine you want something so bad that you wish for it every single time
you check that thing everyday on the internet,desperately stares it at the screen with sad eyes
you always imagines that thing every single night before you go sleep
you always wonder when the time will come to you having that thing in your every single footstep
and then suddenly your close friend get it for himself
while i know he is not even interested in that thing

I WAS SO DESPERATELY ANGRY DISAPPOINTED JEALOUS AT THE SAME TIME


yes people
hamy just orders himself a Diana
A DIANA !
SOMETHING ON MY BIRTHDAY WISH LIST ! I AM FREAKING OUT !
This is definitely ruined my mood
i spent all afternoon cursed on him,but now i try to let it go
life can be cruel sometimes :,((

Aw geez,my mood is totally down right now,maybe I stop writing for a while