"I took the wrong turn and ended up in Michigan"

It's been ages since i've borrowed a book from the library
now,i'm borrowing one called "Monkey Brain Sushi",a collection of Japanese short stories from different authors
just like Carrie Bradshaw,i just love the smell of old books

It also feels like ages since i posted something here
nothing much to update
i seriously want to lose weight this time
and i should be starting doing something for my final year project
let's see,i feel somehow nauseated in my current blog,maybe that's the reason why i haven't been blogging as much as before
but i still do blogwalking twice as much as before
maybe i should make a new blog,for a fresh start

or maybe not

or maybe i'll wait until i become a little bit famous,then make a new blog

whichever way sounds ridiculously funny right now

oh yeah,i've been so into Japan lately
maybe because all those Gaki No Tsukai series my little brother gave me
or the fact that he'll be going there doing homestay in less than 2 weeks from now (damn you kid,i totally die of jealousy)
or it is because anything and anyone there looks a lot more artistic in photos than anything and anyone in any other nation could do
i really wish i could save enough money so next year after i finish college i'll be rewarding myself with a trip to the rising sun land

my bestfriend from elementary school will come visit in about 2 weeks,and my other bestfriend will come visit also at the end of May
oh and counting down to Bangkok trip at August for midterm break
isn't that just pure awesome?

"It's not falsified that I found God"

Hello blog,

it's been a while,and i just dropping by just to prove i am not a lazy ass person to write on my own blog.

Spectacular things happened in such a short time and nearly gave me a heart attack

1. Final exams
Tick tock tick tock
4 more days to the first day of exam
yet,nothing in my brain

2. Final Year Project
i'll be doing doing FYP at November and apparently i have to choose the title,the supervisor lecturer and other stuff from now,while i am still in disbelief daze that i already in final year of college

3.There is something happened this morning at my house that i chose not to talk about
I've got goose bump and unexplainable headache every time i remember it
I am just really really thanking God that all of us is fine

That's way too many stress in just one post and i think everyone agree i need a sleep,yes?
Pray with me so i can do the best in all the things i need to do
Amin :)

Just

the one gloomy post before this,it's over
somehow,i made peace,i'm coming home for midterm break
Jason Mraz concert for tomorrow,and getting home for March 20
and i don't feel even a tiny bit of excitement
oh,how dear all five assignments,i curse you

it's getting cold each day since it's always raining cats and dogs
while cold weather means sleeping's getting more comfortable,i hate the fact that i turn to skip class when i couldn't get myself out of bed

you know what else i hate?
someone copied my blogging style

home alone

it's Friday (almost) night and i'm home alone
both of my housemates went out of town and here i am,bored,with a lot of assignments to do,due next week
well,i figure myself will be sitting in the dining room in front of my laptop writing nonsense about Software Engineering tomorrow all afternoon
but that's tomorrow,tonight i plan on relaxing
but,chatting with my bestfriend who keep complaining about his assignment being insulted by his lecturer and how annoying his girlfriend is not quite relaxing enough for me so i explore what is inside my hard disk,hoping to find something worth watching

but unfortunately,i watched almost all of them
i said almost,because there is Gossip Girl Season 2 that was accidentally copied when i borrowed my friend's hard disk to copy some movies
i do not watch Gossip Girl,and i really can't tell the reason,but i just don't
but boredom creeps me out so i watched them,yeah straight to season 2,with no knowledge at all of what happened in season 1
yeah,i think it was okay,a lot going on,many conflicts,but personally Chuck and Blair is the only reason i bear to watch
meanwhile,i am missing Marshall and Vinnie Chase so much,please the new season come,please please
i also am missing the times from about 2 years ago,when we rule Multiply (when it still can download songs of course),when going out means two or three cars full with a bunch of us,and when we played Facebook way way before it becomes a hit,our friends were below 100,and we were always bombing away on Pirates games
ah-
happy weekend everyone,wish me have a good one

Not so legen - wait for it- dary

it's 6:22 pm here and it was raining and misting all afternoon
which is quite nice actually
Weekend is nice,as always,going out with closest friends,but i think anything i do at weekend will always be nice considering the weekdays i have been through
i am finishing Entourage season 5 last night,and feel quite sad to say goodbye to the heartthrob Vinnie Chase,or is there a season 6,anyone know?
I have been planning to study AI today since i'll have quiz tomorrow but look what i do now
the internet had been down this afternoon,and it was clearly a sign to study my lecture notes,but no,i chose Wedding Dash
and now,the sun is getting ready to set,and i haven't study a single sentence
damn

i have been browsing scholarship to Europe,but none of it quite applicable
ha ha,i hate how obvious i hate my major,but yes,please get me out of here
you may call me crazy,but i actually already imagine how my apartment will be look like,who are my flatmates,what coat i'll be wearing for work,which restaurant i'll be crashing into for dinner,what cookies i will be learn to bake from my up-floor neighbor girl,and oh my god,even now i call myself crazy
i hope to graduate next year and i am crossing finger of what i'll be doing afterward
Ahh shoot,i forgot i have Cisco course at 8 pm today
i think i'll take a shower now
excuse me for this moody post,but in my defense :this is my first day of period
i am missing everybody and would love to come home for midterm break,but look at that tons of project,they won't allow me to go anywhere
i hate it when i have no picture to put into a post,but i am running out of pictures because i still don't have any digicam
(Dad,seriously,read how desperate i am)

P.S : I just found out that Slumdog Millionaire won EIGHT of that golden little man,including best picture ! I can't believe that,well it's no surprise,that movie is brilliant

P.S.S : The quiz i mentioned before,will cover the first 3 chapters of the subject. I've been studying chapter 1 for about 45 minutes,memorizing everything while thinking "It's funny how I don't remember all of these things being taught in class, i must be very distracted"
after i finish studying that chapter,i found out it was chapter 11 that i've been studying,not 1
...crap
Smart move,always a (heaps) step ahead!

Weekend Hangover

Valentine's Day
Saturday Night
Going out = Worst Idea

since Valentine's day fell at this very Saturday,imagine the traffic
but anyway,i had a great weekend going to the movie,karaoke and ausi's private birthday dinner these past two days
but Monday always come
actually i don't have class at monday so i thought i will be just at home,rest,prepare for the next weekdays classes ahead
but no,alas,i went to college building to interview some important people at some important faculty about my super important project
yeah,we've been given a big project at Software Engineering class,so big that for group who do the best,their project will be used for this campus
and if my team's project is chosen to be used,i think i have to do a deal
they have to pay us
pay us numbers big enough to afford my getaway to Europe,or America,or just simply Tokyo,my tuition fee until i graduate,and my future three kids into a well-known private school

Pfft.dream

i am not ready to face the class again after a great weekend
but i guess i have to do it anyway

*sigh

college is starting tomorrow
this semester i am taking 6 subjects and most of them are my major subjects
which is undoubtedly will turn out very difficult and i am now officially feeling so so scared
oh yeah,i hate being pessimist
*scribble scribble*

hey,i think my major is not that hard
in fact i think i'll do great this semester and achieve very high GPA
...
Duh!

it didn't turn out very optimistic either
oh god,i am not ready to face classes
maybe i will,if i have breakfast like she has every morning





do check her breakfast blog,if she were a guy i swear i'll marry her
while she is baking scone or eating greek yoghurt with fruits tomorrow morning,i am only gonna be munching on chocolate chip cookies which i specially buy tonight for this week breakfast
what a life
okay,off to bed

Lets see

Hello,you
i am here trying to call you whenever i get the chance
but there is no sign of you
but you know,it's not really your fault
because i haven't put in some coin yet
and i know i will not do it, soon
so here i am just hanging in the end of the line,where there is not even a line
so stupid
damn,people behind me are lining up to use this phone
i guess my time is up
i am gonna do the same thing again
i will go out,stand in the very back of the line,wait until my turn again
and i hope when that happens,i am ready to put in a golden coin

lets take a picture together,because photos tell the future

P.S : i'm leaving home for college tomorrow morning. unless it will be somewhere in Paris or Amsterdam,i don't think that's something to cheered about

it takes a long time to grow an old friend

Lilly Leery: What's a soul mate?
Dawson: It's uh... Well, it's like a best friend, but more. It's the one person in the world that knows you better than anyone else. It's someone who makes you a better person. Actually, they don't make you a better person, you do that yourself because they inspire you. A soul mate is someone who you carry with you forever. It's the one person who knew you and accepted you and believed in you before anyone else did or when no one else would. And no matter what happens, you'll always love them. Nothing can ever change that. Make sense?

Daddy

you are the coolest
and the craziest
so why don't you let me buy another camera?
do you really think i'll survive just with my lomo and cellphone camera forever?
come on,i need a real toy


it's Christmas and looks like everybody's coming home celebrating it
so darn quiet here in this little town
my big sister will soon begin her internship and i feel a bit jealous
she will be working at Puncak in my next holiday and i feel so delighted to come along,for two days,perhaps
i really want to go there since like forever,and i'll be bothering her work for sure,hehee
taking picture of green mountain scenery,sunlight leak and fresh air sounds so wonderful
anyway,i think that some particular persons copying my style of writing blog sometimes and it gets on my nerves
maybe they adore me enough,like i adore some of other stranger-bloggers whom i got inspirations from
but still,well,it sucks,so find your own style please

class is over and we are free until new year
final exams coming up second week in January and i'll be flying home afterward
alone,just the way i like it
yippie

morning mist

i love how film could make everything misty and dreamy
like a morning frost
ah,
how sunrise is ten times better that sunset

it's 6.50 am in the morning
everything's blurry and quiet outside the window
am waiting for the sun to come out,so i can switch off the lamp
and zzz
good night everybody

when nothing goes right

i catch a cold
my head is spinning like some carousels in a clockwork carnival where Freddy worked
i sneeze 10 times in 5 seconds
i drink 49 vitamin C,and it does not help
the old template of my blog bored me to the next stratosphere so i kill it
kidding,i save it on the notepad,in case i miss it in the future
the cute doodles on my header is from this talented awesome person who makes a drawing of every single thing she purchased
that is really,really cool
i'd like to try that
okay here goes,i'll draw mineral water,and--
wait
i do not have a scanner
i still do not have a camera
crap

starbuck's hot hazelnut chocolate might be really nice right now
but for now i'll drink green tea instead,and go bury myself in bed
bad mood please please go away,come again some other day
some other day in the next century

i'll make a real header soon,if Mr.creativity care to come back to me
he leaked from my brain a while ago and has refused to come back last time i begged

oh well,how are you dear readers/reader/no one?
here have a look of my fancy treasures,i collected them on my last holiday


happy Thursday everyone

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Again,obsession

I want to be able to say 'good morning' in every country in the world with its own language
I wanna wear a checkered coat and a beanie in a foreign country in a windy day

And then step inside a diner,have some waffle,warm coffee,and a good talk with a bunch of nice strangers

i wanna have chestnut colored hair (with bangs)

I dream about a random person saying "Hey,Miss,do you want to write an article in my magazine?"

It would be better if that magazine post some of my lomo pictures too

I start to buy guava juice in the mini market,just because i miss the one my mother always made last holiday

I want my closet to be empty,for no particular reason

When people said GG,they meant Gossip Girls, but I always think it means Gilmore Girls

I will continue drawing for sure



someday

do you have a reason to kill yourself?

I DO !



dan gue berhenti menonton Slam Dunk episode 79 part 1
lalu mata gua basah
karena ini

UPDATE : I PASSED THE SUPPLEMENTARY TEST and yeah now i don't have to retake the subject :D
But,sorry Mom,Dad,for the very first letter C in my college life
i'll try harder in the future

doa kakak yang ter-zhalimi

dengan ini saya atas nama anindita arianti putri mau curhat
GILA YAH ! adek gua emang terlalu-lalu !
jadi begini ceritanya


Hari Senin

satu roll slide film isi 36 hasil dari lomo gue udah abis dipake
gue udah ga sabar banget mau ke nyetak
tapi berhubung gue yang anaknya asik ini cuma full reserved dan akan pergi-pergi pas weekend (mulai dari kamis sampe minggu) aja,dan ini masih hari senin dan gua ga ada rencana keluar rumah,gua bingung bukan kepalang
gue pikir,apa gua naek ojek aja yah ke fuji bintaro ? (soalnya smua mobil dipake oleh adek-adek dan bokap gua)
tapi freak banget
tapi asli ini gue udah ngebet bgd ngeliat hasilnya
tiba-tiba seonggok adek gue (gile seonggok bahasanya) yg bernama adinda arianti putri dengan sangat manis menawarkan

dinda : udah kak,sini kasih aku aja filmnya,ntar aku mampirin fuji pas sekolah besok
gue : (menangis terharu) GOD BLESS YOU !

Dan mulai hari ini berpindah tanganlah roll film ke tangan adek gua


Hari Selasa

Karena hari ini belom weekend,gua tetep dirumah
(gila basi bgd ya ! haha)
gue menunggu dengan sabar sampai adek gua pulang
pikiran gua,dia bakal pulang cepet karena dia lagi ulangan umum gitu
ternyata nasib sial,abis sekolah dia masih harus bimbel dulu
Dengan gelisah,gue menunggu dia pulang
sekitar jam setengah lima,dia pulang
gue menyambut dia dengan karpet merah

Gue : (dengan liar) MANA DIN ? MANA DIN?
Dinda : Nih (menyerahkan KLISE saja)

KLISE DOANG NYET! KAGAK DICETAK !
Asli gue gondok

Gue : Bawa lagi klisenya ! gamau tau ! pokoknya besok harus jadi !
Dinda : Iya iya deh,besok aku emang mau ke adorama kok sama temenku

Dan sia-sialah penantian gue seharian

Hari Rabu


Penantian panjang yang sama
Lelah aku lelah menunggu
Bener bener ga sabar gua nunggu hasil foto debut lomo colorsplash gue
Jam setengah lima,dia pulang

Gue : MANA DIN? MANA DIN ?
Dia : Besok jadinya

ANJRIT !

Gue : Lah kan harusnya jadinya cepet,kok pake besok
Dinda : iya abisnya kata mas-nya jadinya jam 2,kan jam 2 aku udah masuk bimbel,yaudah aku tinggal aja

MASYA ALLAH BERIKAN AKU KEKUATAN UNTUK SABAR


Hari Kamis

Kamis udah termasuk weekend bagi gua dan hari ini gua jalan-jalan
belanja ke ambassador dan segala macem
pulang ke rumah abis magrib gitu dengan bersiul-siul girang
hari ini dapet kemeja yang udah lama gua pengen
hati senang
plus,pulang-pulang pasti hasil foto udah ada dong
hati dobel senang

pas sampe dirumah gua langsung menyerbu

Gue : MANA DIN? MANA DIN ?
Dinda : (senyum-senyum,perasaan gue gak enak) ketinggalan di mobil temen aku
Gue : ...................................... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Dinda : Ya maap ya kak,yang sekarang aku akuin emang kesalahan aku
Gue : (Meleleh seperti pasir,terbawa angin gurun)

Ya Allah
Karena saya merasa teraniaya,dan kata orang doa orang teraniaya bakal terkabul,maka saya manfaatkan kesempatan ini untuk berdoa
Ya Allah,semoga :

1. GPA saya tetap diatas 3 semester ini
2. Berat badan saya turun,yaaa bangsa 5kilo gituh
3. Saat saya mengecek rekening,ada uang 999 trilyun di rekening saya yg mucul secara ajaib
4. Saya dapet calon suami yang ganteng baek soleh rajin menabung tenggang rasa tepo seliro

amiiiiiiiiiiiiin~

new obsession

i'm obsessed
i want to have a floating twinkling bedroom on a downhill lake too






i am so fucked up because of the final exams
the coursework mark not so good either
And,happy birthday to my dear childhood friend,Derisa :)

Snapshots I made from Youtube

Tumbling Down

imagine,people,IMAGINE
imagine you want something so bad that you wish for it every single time
you check that thing everyday on the internet,desperately stares it at the screen with sad eyes
you always imagines that thing every single night before you go sleep
you always wonder when the time will come to you having that thing in your every single footstep
and then suddenly your close friend get it for himself
while i know he is not even interested in that thing

I WAS SO DESPERATELY ANGRY DISAPPOINTED JEALOUS AT THE SAME TIME


yes people
hamy just orders himself a Diana
A DIANA !
SOMETHING ON MY BIRTHDAY WISH LIST ! I AM FREAKING OUT !
This is definitely ruined my mood
i spent all afternoon cursed on him,but now i try to let it go
life can be cruel sometimes :,((

Aw geez,my mood is totally down right now,maybe I stop writing for a while

emo

i am bored like hell




i screamed out loud
i burned butterflies
i slapped my face off
i am waiting for something exciting like bazooka to greet me on the corner

but for now,I'll just go to sleep

HECTIC

Mathematical Technique Midterm Test : Tonight
Database System Midterm Test : Next Friday
Database System Project Due Date : Friday Week After Tomorrow
Technical Report Due Date : Next Tuesday
Database System Project Due Date : ARGH
Computer Programming Project Due Date : DUH!
Labtest Computer Programming 2 : YOU BETTER KILL ME,DARL!

i constanly not having enough sleep and enough time just to chat on MSN

I DID BAD ON MY EXAM

IT WAS FREAKIN' COLD ON THAT CLASSROOM BUT SOMEHOW I WAS SWEATING
BECAUSE I KNEW I COULDN'T MAKE IT
:(

by the way i want to share something weird about me :
- i am afraid to close my eyes when showering,i always think that something scary will suddenly show up when i open my eyes
- i get very nervous when i swim but i can't see the bottom,mind that attitude,but actually water predators really scare the shit outta me
- the point above also happened if i only just swim at very shallow beach or swimming pool,saying something like "i thought there's something in the water" is enough to make me run wild out of the water
- it makes me more nervous if couldn't touch the bottom,drowning is a very traumatic event,so when suddenly a big wave come and i lose contact with the sea bottom,i get awfully panic and collapse spontaneusly (a friend of mine hurt because of my panic-kick)
- its weird,but i kinda don't like it when my best friend breaks up with his old gf,eventhough i know that is the best way,but somehow i just love to see them together
- i also hate the fact that john meyer and jennifer anniston breaks up! john and jen were meant to be ..
- i am not going to shock when i know i fail machine architecture midterm test :(

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